A fragile little child is broken and shattered
and we let it be glorified
I told you help those in need
but life has taught us otherwise
pain aint gonna be abuse
just cant be bothered
shut it off shut it down put up a wall
so nothing can get inside

Chorus

inside my mind these crimes they rise
inside my thoughts there bad there lost

shut it off shut it down dont you tell

Sweep it under the rug
If its too tough to be part of your life just hide it away

You could say that I aint that hood but
maybe that’s why I just rap so good
avoiding every bad situation that I could
and if I could pour one out for you you know I would
but I’m selfish first I guess that makes me worse
treating yall worse than every verse of the game
in the way of the rain if it wasn’t for you Id do it all the same
guilty now who else can you blame

who else can you blame

suddenly I’m so scared and so lonely
looking at this world like I’m goin to be
on my own with agendas to seek
only afraid that in the end I’m still me
meek and mild scared to save the life of a child
watch it all unfold mixed media, mixed emotion
better days ahead I’m still hoping

and my eyes are wide open
watching things unravel and hoping
you’re not the people that I know in this situation

wasted look into my eyes

I want you to know look into my eyes
see the devil inside see the sunrise
see the level Igm on disheveled a pawn
beheaded as I look upon
this pitcher of deceptacons
seeds of sin incorporated in a spiders web
and I’m the spinner
others crying makes me grin
so I’m lying in this bed Ive made
a bed of nails and grim
sharp stitches in time covers up the wound I slice
to improve my life cause others in strife
makes me feel alright keeps me getting by
so I step in stride watching death and plights makes
me take flight and I fly keep getting
riled up inside a tailspin a dogfight crash landing
in the parts unknown feels at home
unreal the reel I revel
is this feeling of trouble that I shovel onto the rubble

I swear to God there’s a devil in me
beyond the rebel I see
casts a spell onto me
takes about 15 beers
about 15 cheers, 3 shots
a straight bottle of Jagger
odd hit from the gagger
and eat ribs out of my chest like a dagger
spittin raps out of my mouth of ingested anger
giving high fives to strangers
puttin my loved ones in danger

Chorus

inside my mind these crimes they rise
inside my thoughts there bad there lost

shut it off shut it down dont you tell

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