Chorus
The state, state of my mind
Is totally cruel
Is totally fine

Oooh my minds a mess a labyrinth
A maze that you can’t get out
And the stage that it’s at and it’s sad and its up and its down
And its bad and it keeps coming around
I’m mad keep coming unwound I’m wrapped
And too tightly bound I’m trapped
My moods nightly rounds
Swing I’m an axe I bring out the bat
Thinking like that
But I sit back not ready to act
Cause I’m sick and I’ve finished that
I’m 20 steps past where you’re at
A psychotic genius that just talks honest deceivest
A muthafucking problem kid a perfect citizen I mean this

How can it be so easily changed falling outside of grace
I might have made a few mistakes when accepting of my fate
I could have rolled on over in hopes that I shed
Instead I sat still, still it’s the best that I’ve ever had

Cry tumble steal lie crumble feel crime hate
Love war peace give more live more beat
Weak emotion bleak just hoping
Creep commotion steep just floating
Lead follow kneel grovel pray kill everyday

I’ve been known to try, known to find
Known to cause then notify, I missed the train
Never left the station, my mind left on a long vacation
My limbs numb anticipation prepping my soul for the medication
Positive talks and the meditation leave me mad with my mind racing

My minds racing (^&*#^$*# I’m going crazy)
A note to myself cause I know I need help
But as I grow and I see that there aint no one like me
Well
I press delete
Can’t be defeated shit I rose to my feet and proceeded to keep with the leading I needed
Keep beating demons seeing Jesus breathing
Awake or I’m dreaming keep seeing fate that I’m making or be sleeping keep
breaking waves till these muthafuckas pay

Chorus
The state, state of my mind
Is totally cruel
Is totally fine

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